I will be curating a more organized comprehensive list of resources, but for now here a few places that have helped me on my journey.
I, personally, do not use AA/NA for my recovery. A lot of people do. It is a great program for those it works for, but please know that if it does not work for you, that is okay. You’re allowed to try other options. That is true for all of these resources.
I have not utilized the formal Smart Recovery program, but it is a great option as well
Dr. Gabor Maté wrote perhaps one of the most comprehensive books on addiction I have read thus far. “In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts” offers heavy reality and excellent insight into the, often unreachable, depths of the mind as it relates to addiction.
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